We were having our family dinner yesterday and i was just sharing with my family how amazing and selfless the people have been around me, for the last few months. And i was just wondering, how did these people feel so much for us. Yet they did.
Amazingly selfless and sincere, their gestures , compasion and their love touches me so so, greatly. So much so, i think sometimes my heart feel so touch and loved, that it melted into tiny droplets of tears.
My family has been very supportive and loving towards me especially during this period. Giving me the support, Emotionally, physically, mentally and took the time to spent time with us, bringing us for lunches and dinner and make a point to meet at least once a week. The “how are you’ calls and catchup with the current situation and myself, a touch of family love, i felt so much from them. my uncles, aunties and my parents. And I know it, I know how loved and blessed i am/was. This is my family, so thoughful and ready to extend a helping hand wherever another member of the family is in difficulties or facing a rough patch. Some are more well to do, some are just average while some of us are struggling in life, but these made up a family, where we all compliment each other, and helped one another in some ways or another.
The SOLF was never in my mind years back when i followed my parents once a year to the place of worship for Christmas, i remembered. Not until when Thirak AK followed us 3 years ago, and knowing his character, got to know the people really quickly. i never know that the God could give His children so much love to care and nurse a person, so much that i could even feel the Lord’s love from them. ‘how can they love you so selflessly, how could they feel so much and cry along with you’, i asked myself at times. You could never act out such love and compasion in a person and make the other party so touched and loved. i felt so teary because that’s what they gave me. God’s love compassion and their time and love during this period especially. It was simply so heartwarming. They took the time for dinners and drinks, with us then. Encouraging us and giving us spiritual guidance and support. This my parents said no human fleshy man can do it, but only through the love of God. The new being, the new life in Christ. and of course, i experience it myself and through them. Their selfless love. their little constant gesture of calls, sms-es to me, and their “how is everything’, the concern.
these people took the time, their energy and effort in their support one way or other, in my life and in Thirak AK’s life,
and a thank you in needless to say, yet i think in my everyday prayers, i asked the Lord to bless them and hold them real tight. They have shown and taught me so much, so much that a lesson book or bible school cannot be bought or teach and learn. Nope you cannot have all these by learning or lip speaking… its all from the Lord of God.